Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Im Back!

Geez,
I haven't been on here for a long time...typical Mandy, start something and never finish it! But I have made a promise to myself to continue this on. It is sort of a self discovery or maybe mental health therapy, who really knows.

Its been a good couple of months since the last time I posted, but one thing that bothered me is my friends. Now before I get phone calls yelling at me, let me explain. Since I have found out I have MS I will admit that I have been in some sort of mild depression. I noticed pulling myself from people and I feel bad for doing it. Im no way mad at them, but more mad at myself. I have a group of friends who I consider my "best" friends and I feel like I haven't been in contact with them as much as I should be. Some of them are helping plan a huge fundraiser for me to get surgery for MS that isn't offered in Canada (boo Canada!) and I haven't really made any plans to even meet with them to hang out with them...I deserve 2 thumbs down...So to my girls...I MISS YOU and IM SORRY. I call them my Sex and the City friends. I feel as thought I can be my most honest, blunt, sappy with them. I have never been really good at showing my emotions, but I want these ladies in my life for a long time and I feel friends are a well investment!